I've also been drawing a ton since the last time this blog was active.
Monday, February 11, 2013
I recently found out
that a lot of my friends hate each other?
Basically, someone will leave the room or be absent or something, and immediately everyone starts talking about how much they can't stand them. It's not like this hasn't happened before - I witnessed it a lot near the end of the year last year, and the first time this ever happened was when I realized that not everyone on Chatalia were super best friends. Still, it really bothers me?
So someone's dying for attention, or someone complains a lot, or brags a lot, or gets angry too much; I never thought of it as a big deal! Everyone I know does every one of those things in some moderation, and so do I! It really annoys the crap right out of me when I hear "bitch" and "annoying" tossed around not seconds after that person leaves the vicinity.
It also gets me paranoid - more so than high school has already made me. I mean, if my friends consistently talk about each other behind their backs, that could easily and certainly mean they talk about me, too. The only time this year I've had notice of people mentioning me behind my back was when members of my flute section said I played too quietly. But besides that, if my friends are already good at keeping their gossip a secret from the victims, I could easily be involved.
I've also thought about the possibility that I'm thinking too hard about this. I got to thinking, everyone has their peeves with people, and quirks that they hate. Even with this in place though, I still don't think it's right or worth listening too. Ever.
I usually call them out on this, answering with "woah!"s or "stop that!"s every time I see this going on (the word "bitch" is like nails on a chalkboard to me. And they say it all the time. bitch bitch bitch bitch).
And who wants someone like me sitting them down and talking this out with them?
I need to think on this some more.
Basically, someone will leave the room or be absent or something, and immediately everyone starts talking about how much they can't stand them. It's not like this hasn't happened before - I witnessed it a lot near the end of the year last year, and the first time this ever happened was when I realized that not everyone on Chatalia were super best friends. Still, it really bothers me?
So someone's dying for attention, or someone complains a lot, or brags a lot, or gets angry too much; I never thought of it as a big deal! Everyone I know does every one of those things in some moderation, and so do I! It really annoys the crap right out of me when I hear "bitch" and "annoying" tossed around not seconds after that person leaves the vicinity.
It also gets me paranoid - more so than high school has already made me. I mean, if my friends consistently talk about each other behind their backs, that could easily and certainly mean they talk about me, too. The only time this year I've had notice of people mentioning me behind my back was when members of my flute section said I played too quietly. But besides that, if my friends are already good at keeping their gossip a secret from the victims, I could easily be involved.
I've also thought about the possibility that I'm thinking too hard about this. I got to thinking, everyone has their peeves with people, and quirks that they hate. Even with this in place though, I still don't think it's right or worth listening too. Ever.
I usually call them out on this, answering with "woah!"s or "stop that!"s every time I see this going on (the word "bitch" is like nails on a chalkboard to me. And they say it all the time. bitch bitch bitch bitch).
And who wants someone like me sitting them down and talking this out with them?
I need to think on this some more.
Thursday, October 25, 2012
Sunday, August 26, 2012
Ready for school
And by that I mean I am not ready
nope
nope.
nOPE.
I went to the Jane's Addiction concert during orientation so poops to that.
I'm also sure there was a walk-your-schedule that I missed. Dang nabbit.
Well in all my years I think I've only been in one part of that entire building save for the time we had a mini tour at the end of middle school.
But you know what?
I'm so ready.
100% READY.
FHRAGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGH
I even have a tiny notebook for my human observations,
and a doggy eraser.
If that doesn't scream "ready for highschool" to you than get off of my blog.
I spent .008% of my summer wondering what I should wear for the first day of high school,
and I'll be honest,
with my new collection of sweaters and baggy pants,
I'm pretty sure whatever I wear will make people see me as the EPITOME of COOL and POPULARITY.
And if that doesn't make me popular (which I was being 900% sarcastic about) I also have lots of GUM to hand out to people like an ILLEGAL DRUG SCAM IN THE BATHROOM I'm pretty sure people still like gum, no matter how tough they are.
And I'm-
I'm pretty tough.
How can someone rollstep in the blistering heat with a 12-inch feather on their head and not be
DANGEROUSLY
HARD
CORE.
I'm pretty ready.
100% ready.
nope
nope.
nOPE.
I went to the Jane's Addiction concert during orientation so poops to that.
I'm also sure there was a walk-your-schedule that I missed. Dang nabbit.
Well in all my years I think I've only been in one part of that entire building save for the time we had a mini tour at the end of middle school.
But you know what?
I'm so ready.
100% READY.
FHRAGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGH
I even have a tiny notebook for my human observations,
and a doggy eraser.
If that doesn't scream "ready for highschool" to you than get off of my blog.
I spent .008% of my summer wondering what I should wear for the first day of high school,
and I'll be honest,
with my new collection of sweaters and baggy pants,
I'm pretty sure whatever I wear will make people see me as the EPITOME of COOL and POPULARITY.
And if that doesn't make me popular (which I was being 900% sarcastic about) I also have lots of GUM to hand out to people like an ILLEGAL DRUG SCAM IN THE BATHROOM I'm pretty sure people still like gum, no matter how tough they are.
And I'm-
I'm pretty tough.
How can someone rollstep in the blistering heat with a 12-inch feather on their head and not be
DANGEROUSLY
HARD
CORE.
I'm pretty ready.
100% ready.
Friday, August 24, 2012
Hey Now
So unless they continue to blow up the High School,
classes will be starting for me this Monday.
Just man, I can't even process that.
Do you know how not ready I am? I have no idea how to act socially acceptable anymore.
That being said, I'm hoping to make a better first impression of myself this year.
Because dang, I usually always end up getting off on the wrong foot when in comes to first impressions.
Though when all is said and done, the most important thing is getting all the work done and not ending up working at McDonald's (unless that's your life dream).
I joined the marching band this year, which means I already know a bunch of people in other grades. It also means a lot of staying up for things like practices and games. I guess it's exactly what I need though; since I can't get into the habit of being lazy all the time.
classes will be starting for me this Monday.
Just man, I can't even process that.
Do you know how not ready I am? I have no idea how to act socially acceptable anymore.
That being said, I'm hoping to make a better first impression of myself this year.
Because dang, I usually always end up getting off on the wrong foot when in comes to first impressions.
Though when all is said and done, the most important thing is getting all the work done and not ending up working at McDonald's (unless that's your life dream).
I joined the marching band this year, which means I already know a bunch of people in other grades. It also means a lot of staying up for things like practices and games. I guess it's exactly what I need though; since I can't get into the habit of being lazy all the time.
Friday, July 27, 2012
Ib
So a while ago I downloaded and played a game called "Ib"
which you can watch me playing here: http://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLDE9A3C5C7E3861BE&feature=mh_lolz
Anyway, I wanted to take this time to just say how much of an AWESOME game I thought it was.
When I was talking to my brother about it, he told me that a game with those kind of graphics couldn't possibly be scary. And I'll tell you what, even though I eventually got used to the atmosphere, that game always managed to scare me with something.
It also made me emotional in other ways, too. You don't know how worried I was that I would lose Garry in the end. Even though I didn't get the best ending, I was super relieved to have at least gotten "Memory's Crannies".
That game got me so involved in everything, and it's one of the reasons why I think games are much more involved than movies or books- especially rpgs - because you are the character(s) in a sense. And depending on what you choose to do, certain things will happen that you really may or may not want.
There are a lot of questions that I would want to be answered about some of the things taking place in that game, but oh well, it was still the best two days I ever spent.
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which you can watch me playing here: http://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLDE9A3C5C7E3861BE&feature=mh_lolz
Anyway, I wanted to take this time to just say how much of an AWESOME game I thought it was.
When I was talking to my brother about it, he told me that a game with those kind of graphics couldn't possibly be scary. And I'll tell you what, even though I eventually got used to the atmosphere, that game always managed to scare me with something.
It also made me emotional in other ways, too. You don't know how worried I was that I would lose Garry in the end. Even though I didn't get the best ending, I was super relieved to have at least gotten "Memory's Crannies".
That game got me so involved in everything, and it's one of the reasons why I think games are much more involved than movies or books- especially rpgs - because you are the character(s) in a sense. And depending on what you choose to do, certain things will happen that you really may or may not want.
There are a lot of questions that I would want to be answered about some of the things taking place in that game, but oh well, it was still the best two days I ever spent.
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Monday, July 9, 2012
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